My Diary

Thurshday, December 2nd

Dear diary,     

      A day full of events & emotions. At the university we had two classes & then we learned about two teachers' illness. We were so glad that we won't have classes anymore :) Everyone began to discuss their plans & with friends we decided to go to KVN. But before it i went to see Alina & we arrived to KVN together.
     After KVN we were in a good mood & enjoyed that went to it. Then i went home & during my walking with the dog i feeled sad. I don't really know why but i feeled loneliness. Everyone has its business & for them your mood doesn't matter anything at that moment...

Some friends just want to talk to you because they have a story to tell you about, but when they haven;t it, they don't even remember you, and it hurts... I know that we are very busy now but to call a friend & to ask "How are you?" doesn't hard.

It just now and then everything will be alright... I hope so...

Thurshday,March 17th
 
Dear Diary,

      I don't know what to say. Since 12 March I feel a bit emptiness inside me. I understand that I am just 17 year old and I have a full life in front of me, but when we loose someone who we really love it hurts a lot.
When only with that person you can feel free, you can be who you really are and you needn't to pretend. This person makes you smile and feel happy. And when we loose such a native person we begin to disappoint in this life.
And then what we could do? What we need to do? Just to wait and say to yourself that everything will be alright? I think it's unfair and we need to fight for our love. But how can we do this when other people begin to destroy your relationships and do all impossible things to separate you?

Yeah, I know it.But I don't really understand the one question: what way should we go to fight with this
encumbrances? Oh God, I hope that everything will be okey and we find the right way in this life.

Tuesday, April 5th

Dear Diary,
    Sorry for being so unchatty these days. I haven't just got much spare time because I've to study a lot, but now I do find it to write you. I want to tell you about little changes in my life. Thank to our class "Speaking & Listening" I understand that I should make some fitness programme to stick it and so I did it.

Now I get up at 7 a.m. every day and for thirty minutes I go for a jog before coming to the class. I began to eat a balanced diet and more care about healthy eating. Of course it could be a bit hard for me but I think that I get through it.

Also to make my shape better I began to take regular vigorous exercises. And I really enjoy doing it. For now,that's all.